once in awhile.

Life's a whizz. FOC was awesome! Though it was tiring and I have yet to clear my sleep debt but... it is all worth it :) hopefully the hype and the friendship will last! I am already looking forward to the OG outing! What food should I bring? :O But turning out for OG outing will means giving MBS gathering a miss... aish, decisions.

Ytd was a quality time spent with han though I was complaining how dark I am half the time :( the pictures turned out sucky... and Porn's really isn't fantastic :/ Update tomorrow! Using my bro's desktop now cause my laptop refused to connect the wifi U_U Thanks QAD for the loots from BKK! ♥

Hmm... lots of updates to do OTL
1. FOC
2. MBS
3. Phuket + BKK grad trip
4. Taiwan grad trip

OTL the last 2 is forever on the list :( my dear lazygirl91 just uploaded our MBS pictures we took a decade ago... or was it half a decade? hahaha, we count even faster than animal lifeline... anwz, I am embarrassed of most of my selcas cause I was trying to get a profile picture at that time (what's wrong with me :( ) Aish, wae I got no abs? Cause I lazy and I eat a lot.

Kinda miss Pera already O_O It's weird how we miss people huh.
I miss TA29 after we returned from the thailand trip... miss having breakfast with them every morning and seeing them almost 20 hours a day for a week....♥ Then I miss my darlings after the taiwan trip... how we only sleep a couple of hours a day in order to fully utilise the time we have there and yet, we were unbeatable ♥ I've always been missing people... like some days, I just randomly thought of them and remember the times I've had with them and miss them. It's like I wish we never have to be apart... which is impossible.

I am happy for my friends who are basking in bliss right now and at the same time, my heart hurts for my friends who are having a rough time... :( It is only normal to feel connected to close friends' emotions right? :( I don't know if I should be happy that I am such a person.... 

I don't want to spend my life like this but I can't fight for what I am uncertain of.
Good night, gonna watch Protect the Boss now! Pretty funny ^^

From Tumblr:
You say that you love rain but you open your umbrella when it rains.
You say that you love the sun but you find a shadow spot when it shines.
You say that you love the wind but you close your windows when it blows.
This is why I am afraid, you said that you love me too.

Brilliant.